Postpartum Depression Battle
Alanis Morissette Reveals Severe Postpartum Depression and Psychosis After All Three Pregnancies
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Morissette said, “All I could picture was death and terrible things,” emphasizing that the terrifying intrusive thoughts—not depression alone—were the most distinctive part of her postpartum experience.
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She referred to her condition as “postpartum activity” because she felt it involved far more than depression, including hormonal upheaval, intrusive thoughts and terror.
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Morissette said she felt she was losing the trust of people around her, who began viewing her as potentially unsafe or unpredictable: “They looked at me like I maybe couldn’t be trusted or was going to fly off the handle.”
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She recalled one therapist advising her to put her hands over her eyes to block out the intrusive thoughts, an example of the professional guidance she found unhelpful.
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Morissette’s children are Ever, Onyx and Winter, born in December 2010, June 2016 and August 2019, respectively, with her husband, Mario “Souleye” Treadway.
Grammy-winning singer Alanis Morissette revealed on the Call Her Daddy podcast that she experienced postpartum depression after all three of her children were born, with symptoms worsening after each pregnancy. She described intrusive thoughts so terrifying that she sometimes felt like a different person, and after her youngest child's birth in 2019, she dipped into psychosis.
Morissette emphasized that the condition involved far more than sadness. All I could picture was death and terrible things, she said, describing the intrusive thoughts as the most distinctive part of her experience. The condition damaged her relationships and made it harder to care for her children while also touring.
From Bad to Worse After Each Birth
Morissette's postpartum struggles intensified with each child. She gave birth to Ever in December 2010, Onyx in June 2016, and Winter in August 2019, all with her husband Mario Souleye Treadway. The symptoms never got easier to manage. By her third pregnancy, the condition became severe enough that she felt she had dipped into psychosis.
The singer said the experience involved hormonal upheaval, terror, anxiety, depression, and rage. She called it postpartum activity rather than just postpartum depression because the condition was so much bigger than depression alone. The intrusive thoughts—vivid images of death and harm—were the most distinctive part of what she endured.
How Unhelpful Advice Missed the Mark
Morissette received guidance from professionals that did not help her condition. One therapist told her to put her hands over her eyes to block out the intrusive thoughts. This approach failed to address the root of what she was experiencing. Over time, she learned to recognize when help was actually helping and when it was not.
The key difference, Morissette explained, was recognizing early warning signs and seeking help faster after each pregnancy. She learned from her mistakes and adjusted her approach. By her third child, she was quicker to reach out for real support, which made a genuine difference in her recovery.
Losing Trust and Finding Strength
Morissette said her condition strained her relationships with people around her. They looked at me like I maybe couldn't be trusted or was going to fly off the handle, she recalled. The unpredictable moods and behavior made others view her as potentially unsafe or unstable. This damaged trust at a time when she desperately needed support.
Despite these challenges, caring for her children became a source of strength. Meeting their needs and being present for them helped her persevere through the darkest moments. Touring added another layer of difficulty to her recovery, but the love for her family kept her moving forward.
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