Shabana Azmi Recalls Javed Akhtar Arriving in Mumbai With Just 27 Paise

Azmi said Akhtar was 19 when he arrived at Bombay Central Station on October 4, 1964.
Recalling what he told himself when he was close to despair, Azmi quoted Akhtar as saying, “Main yunhi marne ke liye nahin paida nahin hua tha. Yeh din badlenge” — roughly, “I wasn’t born just to die like this. These days will change.”
In a Prime Video docu-series, Akhtar described living with friends and sleeping not only at railway stations and studio compounds but also in parks, corridors and on benches; he said he often did not know whether he would get lunch or where he would sleep that night.
On his 81st birthday, Shabana Azmi recalled how screenwriter and lyricist Javed Akhtar arrived in Mumbai on October 4, 1964, with just 27 naye paise in his pocket and nothing else. Moneycontrol reported that the young 19-year-old faced years of homelessness, sleeping on footpaths, railway station benches, and studio compounds while chasing his dream of becoming a writer.
Azmi described Akhtar's darkest moments, including going three days without food and nights unsure where he would sleep or find his next meal. Cinema Express noted that despite these brutal hardships, Akhtar refused to give up, telling himself: "I wasn't born just to die like this. These days will change."
Akhtar stepped off a train at Bombay Central Station in October 1964 as a teenager with barely any money to his name. Indian Express reported that he left Gwalior, Uttar Pradesh, carrying only 27 naye paise—the old currency worth less than a rupee—and enormous ambitions. He had no home, no job, and no connections in the sprawling city.
Newsytes described him as "a young lad with 27 naye paise in his pocket, but with big dreams in his eyes." For months and years, Akhtar survived by sleeping wherever he could find shelter—railway platforms, parks, corridors, benches, and studio compounds. Some nights he did not know if breakfast or lunch would come.
When despair crept in during those hungry, homeless nights, Akhtar repeated a quiet mantra to himself. Azmi recalled him saying in Hindi: "Main yunhi marne ke liye nahin paida nahin hua tha. Yeh din badlenge"—meaning "I wasn't born just to die like this. These days will change." Those words became his shield against giving up.
Moneycontrol noted that Akhtar's refusal to surrender to hardship set him on a path that would eventually lead to becoming one of India's most celebrated writers and lyricists. His early struggles shaped not just his career but his entire worldview and creative voice.
Akhtar later detailed his survival in a Prime Video docu-series, describing nights sleeping in parks, corridors, and on benches alongside friends who were equally broke and hungry. He never knew when his next meal would arrive or where he would lay his head. Uncertainty was his daily companion.
Today, at 81, Akhtar stands as a towering figure in Indian cinema and literature—a screenwriter, lyricist, and poet whose words have shaped Hindi cinema for decades. Moneycontrol reported that Azmi's tribute on his birthday was a reminder that his journey from those 27 paise to international recognition proves that persistence and self-belief can transform everything.
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