Actor Neal McDonough Explains Why Watching Yellowstone and His Past Work Is Painful

McDonough has said his refusal to perform on-screen kisses led to his dismissal from the TV series Scoundrels in 2010 and made it difficult for him to find acting work afterward.
McDonough has also discussed struggling with alcohol during that period, recalling that his thoughts often centered on, “What time is the bar open?”
McDonough has described Hollywood as having “completely turned” on him after he maintained his no-kissing rule, saying he could not land acting jobs for a time.
Actor Neal McDonough has never watched Yellowstone, despite playing villain Malcolm Beck in the show's second season. McDonough says revisiting his past performances brings back vivid memories that feel "traumatic and painful," making it difficult to relive those moments on screen.
The actor skips premiere screenings and avoids watching his own work across all projects. Yet McDonough expressed confidence in his performances, saying he doesn't need to watch his work to know he did his job well.
McDonough explained that seeing footage from his acting roles pulls him back into the emotional state he was in while filming. Those memories can be overwhelming and distressing, making it impossible for him to simply enjoy his performance as a viewer.
The actor avoids premiere screenings altogether and has maintained this practice across his entire career. Despite this, McDonough expressed trust in his craft, saying he knows the quality of his work without needing to witness it himself.
McDonough's refusal to perform on-screen kisses cost him dearly in Hollywood. In 2010, his stance led to his dismissal from the TV series Scoundrels, according to Entertainment Weekly.
After that dismissal, McDonough struggled to find acting work for an extended period. He recalled that during this difficult time, he battled alcohol abuse and his thoughts often centered on, "What time is the bar open?" He described Hollywood as having "completely turned" on him over his no-kissing rule.
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